If happy ever after did exist~

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever afters did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of crap
One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever afters did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of crap
One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

Man, damn that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my show,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of crap with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of crap
One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

A new Journey In My New School~

Well, I'm no longer a student in SMK USJ 13 but a student in SMK Taman Sea...I miss my buddies loads at SMK USJ13...I'm really sorry i left you guys without a word~But i know you guys will understand=) Well...A new chapter of my life is starting..A new life,a new journey and a new beginning...God I pray you'll give me the courage and strenght to leave my old life and to start a new one..Amen~ Well to all my dearies at SMK USJ13, Court 10 and Subang Jaya friends 'ILOVEYOUALL' And don;t you guys ever forget that!=) I'll sure to come visit!=)xoxo

Well....

Oh well I haven't had time to update my blog for along time now...but anyways~ Life so far in 2012 is great dispite the bitch that still disturbs my life...but anyways i did my part and apologize but hey, if she doesn't wanna accept its fine!xD! And if she wanna start a fight, i'll welcome her with open arms as i seriously have no problem fighting with someone like her=) pffft==!xD! Anywayss! I hope you ppl out there are enjoying life=) But 'life is full of arguments,fights and stuff you don't like. But when you survive those stuff, you'll see that there are way more prettier stuff then the bad'=) Take it as a step to make you stronger in life~=)  What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! So, never give up in lifeee! xD

School reopening for 2012

NOHHH!! I hate school....Reopening agn tomorrow...Haixz...Deng weihxz...Got to wake up early...Well off to bed Good night Peeps~~XOXO

Wheeee NEW YEAR'S HEREE!! xDD

Well, Happy New Year Everyoneee!!!xP!!

My 2012 Resolutions :

-Score well in exams
-Walk closer with GOD
-Learn to control my temper
-Change my character
-Ignore *attention seekers*
-Love my boy (Lucas) even more
-Seriously try not to get into fights!!
-Make this year memorable

Well that's all!! xD!!

2011 Lifee=)

Well its 3 more days till 2011 is over~~Well through out this year i've learnt that true friends never comes easy and that true love will always have though times and will really put us through the test. Well about the true friends thing is that me finding my two bestie SueYin and Katrina wasn't an easy task though...We had to fight for what we believed in=) Thanks for always being there for me guys!!xD=) And as for my true love that will be the one I love the most now which is Lucas~ I've sort of doubt his loyalty and honesty with me. Cause based on my experience with my ex's when they said 'i promise u that.......' 'i will never lie to you' ' all turns up to be lies...And it always turns up to be that they have another girl behind my back...and it all started with this stare at the girl...And i always end up being the one that get hurt badly...So now i've sort of guard my heart pretty tightly so that I won't ever go through the heartbreak ever again..So everytime when my boy stares at another girl, i get the same feeling like 'he's gonna be leaving me soon'...And after that everytime he talks with another girl or when his actions shows like he is losing feelings for me i thnk to myself 'what have i done?' 'does he really love me?' ' is he just playing with my feelings?' All this thoughts keep running through my mind every day, every hour , every min and every second...And i think to myself, what if i'm just overthinking all this things? What if he really means what he says?'...But i also wonder 'what if my thoughts turns up to be real? And if it is, my heart can't stand that heartbreak pressure anymore? I'll just literally leave this world...Cause my if my world doesn't have God and Lucas in it, then what's the use of me living anyways as my world would just be a sad and empty one without the 2 of them...And so, i'll just have to try and trust Lucas that he is being honest with me and not just like my ex's...I just hope that he really loves me and that he's honest and loyal....But afterall, I still love him with all my heart!=) Though things have not been easy between the both of us, he has always been there for me through thick and thin...No matter how though life gets, Lucas is the one that always cheer me up=) If he isn't there, my memories with him always bring smiles and joy to me!! Thanks alot Sotsot laokong for always being there for me...ILOVEYOUALWAYS!! Always have and always will!! Well that's all for now~

Travis - Girl I just wanna hold you♥